Love?

I have never been in love. I have never experianced the sharp intake of breath when you realize,
 "Oh my goodness, i'm in love with you."
 I have had my heartbroken. Shattered actually. I never want to hurt like that again. The pain is immeasurable. Even though i was not in love, and i didn't even think i was, a little bit of my heart broke off and died. I believe that every time you date someone or have a relationship, you give some of your heart away. Here's the problem. You can never get that cerished chunk of you back. NEVER. You can try to fill up the missing places with more  boyfriends, but it won't work. It will just make it worse. And if you give too much of your heart away on temporary romances you won't have any of it left to give to the person who comes along and really, sincerley loves you. Your husband. By the time the guy that loves you for who are and all that junk comes along, you'll be too broken to be fixed. If you have nothing left to give him. You can't give him your heart, you gave it to all the other guys you "loved." So i think i have covered heartbreak. Now i need to talk about love. If you are in middle school/high school and you're reading this, YOU ARE NOT IN LOVE.  You may think you are, but it is temporary. trust me. You cannot have love without God, he must be the forefront of every relationship.
I believe that love means you are ready to give your life up to someone, give up your hopes and dreams for theirs. You love that person so much you want to spend every second of your life being with them. You want to have children.They are your everything. Even after years of being together, the sight of their smile still makes your knees week. They make you feel special and beautiful. That is love. Love is what makes life so beautiful.

-Grace:)

THERE MAY BE PLENTY OF FISH IN THE SEA, BUT ONLY ONE IS MEANT FOR YOU.

Will things ever change?

When you were looking through those photos, what striked you as beautiful?Something that you wanted?
Think about it. WHICH IS TRULY BEAUTIFUL? WHICH IS JUST VANITY.
store up your treasure in HEAVEN, not in this crappy place. (Earth.)
We are so vain that we even care for the opinion of those we don't care for.
it's ridiculous.
:)
-grace.

i'm a dreamer.

It's true.
I spend my days wishing and wondering about my future.
Sometimes I like to pretend that I have the power to plan my life, to know exactly what will happen.
I know which house I will buy, the color of the curtains in my future bedroom.
For intsance, in my wistful wonderings, this is where I will live. Someday.

Now,odds are I will never even visit the country in which this castle is located, but hey, what can I say? I'm a dreamer. I wonder. Alot. Because, really? Why not. Who are you to tell me that I will never live in that castle? Or go to Harvard?  Write a book? Or anything I want. I can do anything I want. I can DREAM anything I want. I believe if you can dream it, you can do it. Whatever God wants me to achieve, I wll, no matter what anyone says. So go ahead, tell me I can't do it. I will. My whole life is an endless possibility. I am currently writting Jezebel, and people tell me all the time that there is no hope of getting it published.I am not good enough. Well you know what I always say?Thank you, and I cherish you're opinion, but, yes, I will. And good enough? Yes I am, dear friend. I am good enough to accomplish anything and everything in this whole world as long as God wills it. Then I walk away. From then on, I do not permit myself to ever think about failing again. Because as long as I believe I won't, I won't. Dreaming is fun. Keep dreaming, because NOTHING is impossible. So yes, i'm a dreamer, and proud of it.
Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.
-Grace:)

LIFE.

My name is Grace.
Life is beautiful. All the time.
I am young, and i have a thirst for life that is never quenched.  I am in love with love. My heart has been broken and fixed. I have a hilarious family and equally hilarious friends. I am blessed with many things, including the knowledge that God is in love with me. It's a good feeling. I do ridiculous stuff everyday but luckily for me the people in my life find me funny. If you aren't funny, odds are we won't be friends. Not only is life beautiful, but it is funny. fun. alive. If you can't see that,  well i'm sorry. People judge me, and i'm okay with that, i don't mind. I'm writing a book. Jezebel. That's the name. i know it sounds weird. it kinda is. Don't worry, it's not about the crazy evil one in the bible. I just liked the name. Music. My whole life pretty much revolves around it. My parents are suuuchh good singers. They sing at my church. Yeah, i'm a pastor's daughter. Thats where most of the judging comes from. I guess i understand.  I am not really a rebel. I enjoy the simple things in life, like rain and hot chocolate and hearing my friends laugh at something i said. I love movies. A little too much..... My brothers play video games. So do i. Halo reach. Yeah me and video games are very close friends. My brother and his wonderful wife are my role models. Jer and Shannon.They are going to welcome a little boy in June. Can't wait! They truly are amazing people and i have them to thank for who i am today. I have two best friends that i have been blessed with. Sam and Elias. They find life just as amusing as i do. 8th grade is hard, and they get me through it. That's a summary of my life. It truly is so,so beautiful.
Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee,the small child,and the smiling faces.Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.
-Grace :)